28 May 2007

Dream


I saw you today
saw your face that i wished to see for a long time
remembered your smile .. your sweet words
your being funny and always there for us
you know when faces
don't mean anything anymore?
it become just shapes ...
not good ..not bad ..just shapes
when you look at your face at the mirror
and you dont feel anything
it doesn't make any sense anymore?
But today your face meant alot to me
i needed to see it
needed to feel you are still there ..
needed to make one more conversation with you
needed to hear you ..
and to know your attitude
since i knew i won't see you anymore
i started to worry what if i forgot your face
what if it will be a time sometime ...
may be long or short ..
but it will be time till you are forgotten
till you become someone at the past
But i discovered that
you will always be in our hearts
and we will not forget about you
we will never ever do
even if it will be with dreams and wishes
our last conversation you were joking
and you were telling me that
one day you will go
and that i will miss you
and i was laughing so much
and said ( hehe..noway )
i didn't think about your words
and didn't take it seriously
but you left anyway
maybe you were too good to stay
so you left to a better place
i'm not worried about you .. i just miss you
Take care

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear yara,

What a wonderful poem,i read it many times, it is wonderful the way you are expressing that kind of feelings. It is the feelings no to want to mis someone who you like, you do not even think to mis him or her but it happend. It is a great. See you soon my dear.

Sherif

Anonymous said...

have you write it at 7.15 clock it is verey early, you are working hard my dear, take care of your health hhhaaa. Have a nice day

Sherif

أهى عيشة said...

سبحان الله .لما الواحد يبقى عايز ينسى ما بيقدرش ينسى و لما يبقى عايز يفتكر بيلاقى نفسه بينسى
يا بنتى إنتى حطيتى إيدك على الجرح
ربنا يوفقك و تعيشى و تفتكرى

yara said...

Shreif:
thanks..
and i dont work hard it wasn't 7:15 am
take care

أهى عيشة:
الواحد بيحب يفتكر بس الحاجات الكويسة و الجميلة فى حياته و بيحب ينسى الأوجاع و الآلام و ده صعب لأنها بتعلم و ما بتتنسيش ممكن يقل و جعها بس ما بتتنسيش ..على العموم النسيان هو طبيعة الحياة

اهى عيشة said...

i wanted to tell u that u look like a real center peace and it seems u r really sensitive ,loyal and honest
i wanted to feel that kind of people still exist i mean alnas alnabeila
i like ur posts so much
w ba7es b kalematek
e7sasek 3ali w morhaf
but i want to ask u is the subject of ur post "dream" refers to anything?

yara said...

أهى عيشة:
thank you so much
i'm really touched
and yes it refers to the dream
i had as it was a dream

Anonymous said...

Dear yara and Ahi Aisha,
That is the life, you can not choose all the time, sometime you are out of control, that is why it verey nice. You can not have what you want all th time, so if you want to forget some one it is not possible all the time, it says something about the relationship with the one you want to forget.Sherif

samar said...

is this dedicated to ur friend borio? if so elba2eya fe 7ayatek and may he rest in peace

Anonymous said...

Dear yara,

El Bayea fi haiatek also, i do not know that a friend of you is dead. God wil give you a lot of patient. Hey Samar finally you appeard here , how is everything? i hope you and Mona are oke , yara and Samar the nice smart sisters have a nice day

Sherif

yara said...

Hey Samar yes it's for him as i dreamed about him
and he was just the way i used to see him with

micheal said...

so so nice, Yara
I read it more than once
really, I liked it more when I knew it was dedicated 4 a friend..May he rest in peace
best wishes 4 u

كبير المتشردين said...

بقيتي شاعرة يا يارا وانا معرفش بجد كلام كبير اوووووي بس نفسي اسأل سؤال بس مش دلوقتي

yara said...

Micheal:
thanks alot i'm really happy you liked it
as it really comes from my heart to someone who will never read it
but anyway i like to feal that he will get it oneday
thanks again


كبير المتشردين:
ميرسى على التريقة
:)
و تقريباً عارفة السؤال و لو قريت الكومنتس ها تعرف الرد على سؤالك
المهم إنت إزيك؟

Anonymous said...

Yara how are you doing? how is your examnation? good luck and keep writing such a wonderful things

Sherif

كلام لوجيك said...

ازيك يا يارا؟
اخبارك ايه؟
ربنا يكون فى عونك اثناء فترة الامتحانات دي
موفقه بإذن الله

ما تغيبيش علينا
ترجعى بالسلامة

خالص مودتى

yara said...

إزيك إنت يا أسامة؟ عامل إيه؟
أنا تمام الحمدلله و خلاص ها أخلص إمتحانات نهائى يوم الحد إنشاء الله
ميرسى على سؤالك

كلام لوجيك said...

يوم الأحد؟
طب كويس تمام قوي
هانت اهو خلاص ، بس اهم حاجه تكونى حليتى كويس
عاوزينك بقى تعوضينا بشوية بوستات من الوزن الثقيل .....خلاص؟
ربنا يوفقك وتخلصى على خير
هننتظرك
خالص مودتى

Anonymous said...

Yara best wishes for your last examnation next sunday. then you can ahve a nice holiday and writing some of your wonderful heavy wight post as Usama said, i told all my dutch friends to read your post, they are realy under impression from your site. i wish nice day and good luck sunday.

Sherif

yara said...

Osama and Shreid :
thanks alot and inshallah i will

ايمان اسامه محمد عواد said...

OMG
how come ?
how could you ?
ازاى ما بعتليش اللنك ده قبل كده ؟
عشان ما ازعلش ؟
عشان ما ابكيش ؟
ولا عشان ايه يا يارا
all coming back to me now
as usual
i never thought that someone could be that sensitive , you are really great writer
thanks yara , wish he rests in peace

Anonymous said...

thats great YARA we all still remember AHMED and we will never forget him,wish he rests in peace isA..

Maged Elzanfaly

Anonymous said...

السلام عليكم

أنا ما عرفتش أحمد فى حياته ..بس عرفته بعد وفاته
انسان دخل حياتى
بدون سابق معرفة
بأفتكرته يوماتى وأقول
يا ريتنى بعد ما أموت
ألاقى اللى يعمللى زيه
جروب واصحاب وشعر وقصائد
يا رب يرحمه ويدخله الجنة
ويجمعنا معاه فى الجنة
على حوض المصطفى
نشرب شربة هنية
افتكرته وأنا باطوف وباسعى فى مكة
وافتكرته وأنا بأصلى فى الروضة
قلت الولد ده أكيد عمله طيب
عشان ربى ذكًرنى بيه فى الأماكن دية
دعيت له كتير جدا وأنا حتى عمرى ما قابلته ولا عرفته
أكتر ما دعيت لكتير من أقاربى ومعارفى
ربنا يرحمك يا أحمد ويكرمك ويعلى درجتك فى الجنة
باهر فتحى أبو لمونة